i woke up in the morning on screeming voices from TAHRER SQUARE suffering from an overnight street fighting….i know EGYPT is not in its perfect shape these days but it never crossed my mind that a govrnment wud beat up its people (youth, gurls & boys) the way it was yesterday
Anyway, i decided to buy some food, drugs, and donate blood to help those innocent hurted protests (weither pro or anti mubarak)….
I bought everything, loaded the car and and i moved to “kaser el 3ini el fransawi” hospital, during my drive i stopped since while and then because of the “puplic boards”….
when one of these “puplic boards” saw the food and the water in the car…he shouted : “to where u r taking these things?, are u pro mubarak or not??? what is ur destination??……are u going tahreeer??”…..i found out that this man is from the “baltagia” of the pro mubarak campaign…..they were about to kill me and break up my car just beacuse- may be maaaaaaay be -i am trying to give some help to anti mubarak protests in tahreer!!!!!!
Thanks god i passed that board in peace…then i arrived to “kaser el 3ini” hospital…i went to find some1 to help me carying the drugs to the hospital………A BIG FAT surprise the hospital is surrounded by “baltagia” and “mo5bereen” waiting for any volunteer having drugs, so they wud take the drugs and throw it in the nile infront of him/her!!!!!!!!!!!
Again thanks god i found a doctor outside the building, i told him i v drugs and i wanna help -he was even more hopless than i was- he said there are some doctors in “tahreer” and if i wanna really to help then i need to deliever the drugs to them in “tahreer”…..this means i have to walk in the street (cuz no car can pass any more) and around me “baltagia” waiting for ppl like me to pass to attack them i mean to eat them 
!!!! (unfortunatly iam a gurl and i don’t know h to fight :S !! )
hoplessly, i decided to return home and listen to what wud the government say-it was 5:30 pm- and during my way home all the streets were closed by the people or by the army, i was lost again in the nowhere……..
Anyhow, i went through some street adventures and finally arrived home in 1 piece at 6:30pm.
Omar Soliman (Government) Announcing to “Anti- Mubarak” protests:
“we will do everything u are asking for…….we apologise for the yesterday street fights, promising this will not happen again…let’s talk and find out some satisfactory solutions…..just go home babies and we will see then…….please forgive us political changes take alot of time….we support and respect u and ur requestes……”
Actually, he said alooooooot of fantastic quotes…..and i was about to believe him but wt i saw in the streets today (from the baltagia) and how the govrnment doing all its efforts to isolate “tahreer” protests, leaving them to die injured and hungry, made me think milliooooooooon time before trusting any word the government wud say…!!!!
this is my first time to feel that the government is dealing with our voices and our opinions as if we are babies or we are stupid losers……….how come u r saying everything is fine and u r paying “baltagia” money and drugs to kill us….just becuz we are anti-mubarak!!!
i never been confused and angry as i am today……i wish i will die tomorow in tahreer square….i really don;t know wt shud be done right now but i am sure that trusting the system again is not a satisfactory solution…may be i am wrong but this is wt i believe in !!!
The day is ending …. tomorow is friday 4/2/2011……i only ask allah to guid us to the right destination and send his mercy and his peace to EGYPT
